Leave Without Saying Goodbye...

7th february 2008, 1.06 am; at home sweet home...

Once i thought we could fly,
Together high up in the sky;
Today the rain falls,
On me I let the rain pour;
Freezing coldness rushes into my deep heart's core,
A pain that I'd never experienced before;
But no one would know,
My soul is sorrow...

When time goes by,
I still don't understand your lie;
For me it wasn't too right,
As u risk it for our life;
So i did cry,
For a whole night;
The night that you wasn't by my side,
The night that you leave without saying goodbye...

NO mood...

31 january 2009; 11.12pm; at home sweet home
well...
as expected.... ><
happy times passes by so quickly..
oh... the CNY ends.. just like that..
it was cool.. awesome...
i dont think i will forget about it..
but the celebration last only for 5 days..
my relatives went back to their hometown..
my friends also leave this place after CNY..
again, kuala lipis returns to its quiet atmosphere..
and i.. feeling sort of... strange.. maybe.. lol..
cause all fun just end so "suddenly"...
and i feel like being "abandoned"...
argh.. i miss those CNY days.. ><
but time wouldnt come back.. T_T
and my 2 weeks holidays also finished..
have to go back to colege tomorrow..
restart the horrible life there..
seems like my life would be colourless
untill i finished my studies in april...
means its 2 months to go..lolz...

hm...some sort of struggling..
bcz i am still in the mood of CNY..
but alone in the mood of CNY???
cz there are no relatives at home now..
and i have to go bck to the colege tomorrow..
this is some kind of mind torture.. u noe.....
i wish i can just scream like that..

well...

SCREAM~~~~~@@

UNLEASHed...

14 january 2008; 9.37am; at matriculation colege...

sigh... feel destressed and relaxed.. lol.. cz..
the mid-term examination (UPS) had just over..
hm.. over is over.. nothing more than that..
this time.. i consider myself as 'quite ok'..
haha.. somwhow.. i sure did left some questions
unsolved during the exam.. common..
well, cause duno how to solve it.. ><
anyway as 'over is over', lets dont
care so much about it now.. lol..
effort had been put on... so, its ok..

AND!!! one thing.. starting this friday,
i am going to have a 2 weeks holidays.. yahoo!!
yea.. time to get myself unleashed!!! lol..
hm.. thinking of getting some rest at home..^^
but its not tht possible now.. hah..
u noe y??
cz i gona help my parents in the preparations
for the cuming CHINESE NEW YEAR...
whoa.. looks like it gona be busy at home..
however for me, its fun to help to
prepare for the GRAND FESTIVAL.. ^^u noe..
the mood of CNY is just right in my heart now..
so.. just wana have fun when go back home!!
oh.. just two more days then i can go home..
and wish to have the ability to teleport..^^
forget about tht.. lets have a fun journey
of going back home^^ haha..

there are good things at home this time..
firstly.. i GOT my NEW LEEHOM ALBUM..
ar!! gona get crazy of that.. ^^
and then, i will soonly get my new GUITAR...
oh my.. also will get crazy of that..
haha.. just fell in love with guitar recently..
and then i will go KL for a walk..
maybe to look for some new clothes for CNY..
and there will be lots of food at home..
lol.. wish those food will not finish before CNY.. lol^^

well.. i guess thats all for today..
SLOGAN OF THE DAY:
EXAM'S OVER,
LET'S GET UNLEASHED!!!

chill~