发现~

18年。。。 经历不少。。。 发现也不少。。。
经历该经历的。。经历不该经历的。。
可是，现在，也没有什么该不该了。。只是发现了许许多多。。

从迷宫走出来后，
发现什么是无知，愚蠢。。
发现应该客观点。。。
发现应该理智点。。。
发现应该机警点。。。
发现爱不是要爱就爱。。。
不是喜欢以后就追，腻了以后就飞。。。
发现~~~~~许多许多~~~~

经历中，得不到，也学到。。
学习成长，学习理智，学习换角度看东西。。。

爱不是拿来炫耀的。。
爱不是拿来玩弄的。。
爱不是在说你有几厉害，他有几厉害。。
爱不是游戏。。
爱不是拿来伤害别人的。。
爱更不是善变的！！！

还有。。
学习如何放下。。
学习如何摆脱遗憾。。

我不会珍惜那些不珍惜我的人。。
我不会稀罕！！
因为这些人，有一天，一定能体会到我体会到的。。
只是，他们还是很无知。。
一次，又一次，犯下同样的。。

我的发现，让我成长。。。
因为有发现，我才能更精彩地活下去。。

THE PETRONAS SCHOLARSHIPS EDUCAMP & INTERVIEW

phiuh... just came back from UTP( university technology petronas) yesterday for the Educamp..
it is defitnitely a tiring and long trip as UTP is located at tronoh,perak...
i had to go from kuala lipis.. pahang.. tired la....><
but.. this is a realy good oportunity for me to get a scholarship to further my studies, to realise my dream of becoming a mechanical engineer..
so.. it was worth... i decided to grip this chance.. for the sake of myself.. ^^
actually.. it also gives me a really new experience,
and provide me chances to make more friends..

well.. this year, the educamp, which is important in selecting the students who deserve the sponsorship by petronas only lasted for 2 days for each batch..
i am in the first batch... 15th-16th april..
it is pretty lucky to b shortlisted in the educamp.. as they told us tht out of 10000 candidates who applied for it, petronas only choose 2000 to go for the educamp...
however, the chance of getting this scholarship is small, as they only choose 550 students..
in fact, all the students who attend the educamp were all the best among the best...
so, the competition was quite hard... i had to work really hard in order to achive it..

on the first day, we had our registration and all the opening ceromonies stuffs...
there were also talks and speeches..
but there were no camp activities like ice breaking, and group activities, sports activities...
however, we had a campus tour, we just hav a visit to the mechanical engineering falcuty area a short while... the first day was just a leissure one... nothing special...

we live in the old hostel of utp... still quite ok la.. can sleep through the whole night..
i was grateful and happy to meet a friendly roomate...
he was a guy who came from malacca... great to meet him.. we all get along.. as soon as we met each other.. his name - JUDE... wow.. he is english educated.. so.. really good in english.. haha..
but, he was humble.. thts y we get along easily..
the other students was very nice too...
i met with a lot of malays students and they were friendly too.. however.. there were too many students, we dont even have the time to noe each other one by one... just smile and talked a bit..
dude.. there were 400++ of us.. quite a big number.

well...... the most CRITICAL and DECISIVE day came on the second day.. ><
the second day is the most important day, so, i focused on it..
it was the day when we undergoes tests and INTERVIEW..
i carried out test like IQ test in the morning..
it was not that stressful..
but in the afternoon, i was being interviewed..
it surely is a stressfull one... i could even feel my heart beats and my hands were cold..
fortunately, i could give myself enough confidence.. i managed to try my best..
wow.. there are two part in the interview..
first part - one to two interview, where i had to face 2 interviewers
second part - group discussion...
we were given the topic - "education policy'
these lasted for 2 hours... so long orh?? hehe..

yea yea yea...^^ it all went on well.. everything was excellent and as good as i expected..
i manage to deliver my best during the interview and was so happy tht i could do tht..
yeah... it was all ended in the end.. then, i went bck to my hostel...
i packed all my things...
i didnt even have the opportunity to bid farewell to my roomate... pity..T_T
because he still not finish his "mission'.. i mean the whole interview..
well... i then went back home.... home.. home...^^
so tired untill i sleep in just a few minutes on the car...

finally, i really wana say that- UTP is defitnitely an ideal place for engineering... it is a fabulous university..... big, nice, good facilities, excellent surroundings... it is a whole pakage.. i like it..

hm...in fact, this is really a whole new experience for me in my life..
learning how to interact with friends is one of the things tht i learnt from educamp..
it was a quite memorable 1, although it was very rushing...
and.. i had give all my best in the interview..
i have no regret... i just have to hope for the best...

闷+废=酱.........

闷啦！！！！
没事做就会无聊。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
所以才来这里灌水。。。。

哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈。。。

做么？很好笑咩？？？

哈哈哈哈。。。

闷到酱。。。=='''

哪有人这样写不落格的？？？

废到。。。。废咧。。。

My ONCE A LIFETIME Experience - The JPA Scholarships Interview

this is my 'adventure' today... the JPA scholarships interview >>

Date: 2 april 2008
Time: 8 am
Venue : kompleks wisma belia, indera mahkota, Kuantan

It all began when i opened my eyes from my dream in the room at the hotel.. it was 5.30am in the morning, and i started to prepare for my JPA scholarshp interview..- tidying up myself, wearing suitable long sleeve shirt and long black slack and a tie.. i also prepared a coat ( to look more formal) for myself to attend the interview..

After having my breakfast, i took all the important documents, and wished all the best b4 i went to the interviewing center in kuantan, the Kompleks Wisma Belia... my father fetch me there..
i reached there at about 7.10 am.. it was considered quiet early because i am the second person to reach there.. the Kompleks Wisma Belia was big,i could hardly find the actual place of the interview.. at last, i found it...

After 15 minutes, more and more candidates approached there... We were all gathered at an open-air hall ( second floor of the building)... There was a white board, where our names, sequence, and our interviewing room is stated on it.. there were 2 interviewing rooms.. then, all of us registered at a counter infront of the hall.. as we had to prepare 2 sets of documents, 1 original and 1 certified copies, the certified copies of documents were given to the officer there.. meanwhile, we have to bring the original ones in a clear holder into the interviewing room..
after the officers(2 women) checked my documents, i sat down and wait for my turn to go in.. Besides, i also walked around to know about other candidates.. they were extreamly friendly and we started to be talkative in just a few minutes.. this way not only gave me the opportunity to know more friends, but also helped me to release my tension.. i started to feel more calm and steady, than i am bfore..

Well i am in the first group consist of 7 candidates.. we are mixed in term of gender, courses applied for, and races..there are 3 boys and 4 girls in my group.. the courses they applied for are engineering, accountancy, pharmacist, biotechnology, and also literature... i applied for engineering and i hope that i can study mechanical engineer in future... after taking our number tag, we cliped it on out clothes and we recieved a small piece of blank paper from the officer..
next, it is the time when all of us walked into the interviewing room..there were only 2 interviewers, 2 of them were women.. both of them are really friendly because they greeted us good morning and smiled to us.. we, as the interviewees sat in a row of chairs, facing the 2 interviewers.. i didnt feel any nervousness anymore and i thought that the interview will be fun, interesting and relaxing.. this is just because of the kindness of the two interviewers.. one of them talked to us, another 1 checking our original documents..

> important event took place!! INTRODUCTION section ( in BM langguage)... we started to introduced ourself.. we were not given the time limit.. so, as my advice, all of you should speak more..its beter than you speak less.. Untill they asked for the next person to speak, i stopped my intro..^^.. i did prepare for the whole script before this..introduction is all about yourself and what course are u applied for.. beter prepare a script for youself... it is always better than you prepare nothing ...we are all given the chance to speak, one by one..

Next> Q&A session (still in BM langguage)..the interviewers started to ask me bound of question... but they are really common questions..
example:* why you want to become a mechanical engineer?
*why study overseas and not malaysia?
*what country you prefer.. why??
*if JPA sends you to another country will you accept??
*if you think english is important and it is an international langguage, do you think that BM can reach the same status as BI in 30 years?? why??
it was so grateful that i could answer all of these in BM well..

NEXT > Giving Opinion On A TOPIC session in ENGLISH..( at the begining, regarded as Group Discusion, but it is defitenitely just a giving opinion session, i dont even have the time to communicate with my groupmate)
the interviewers gave us a topic to give our own opinion..
it was > HOW TO SHOW YOUR LOVE/PATRIOTISME TO YOUR COUNTRY?
we were given 1 minute to prepare our points, using pens and the blank pice of paper given..all my groupmates were really "talkative".. we talked a lot...each of us are allowed to give our opinion with no time limit, but according to our sequence... i was Number 2 in my group, but giving my opinion 2nd counted from behind during this session as the interviewers decided to change to direction of our sequence..we uses english as a langguage during this session..
After 1 hour and 45 minutes of time spending in the room, v finished our interviewing sessions.. as i expect, it was relaxed, and interesting.. all of us spent our time during the interview without fears... it will be a nice memory for us.. after bidding farewell, all of us went home happily..^^.. it was such a relif for me too..

the whole process of my interview had went smoothly and well...as for me, i am statisfied of my performance during the interview..however, it still depends on luck (as i believe) when it all comes untill the end..so, what can i do is just hope for the best...whatever the outcome is, it will be the best experince that i had ever gained in my life..