~little updates~

hello world~ i'm here again..
perhaps its been more than 2 weeks i didn't
make my blog up-to-date~~

so..... what's happening these days??

nid a little bit of time to really recall all those things back..

cuz... my mind is just... UNORGANISED.. lol.

well.. i just had the mid-term exams for the first time in UM..

no doubt... its a hard try for me.. a hard one..

firstly its just because i didn't understand

what those lecturers are "lecturing".. =='' pity huh..

and secondly.. i spent too much time on other activities...

don't blame... i choosed to get involved with them..

and tht's why... many tutorials are not completed..

gosh~ this is the messiest way of studying that i ever had in my life!

not even get it systematic everytime...

and so the results were poor..... as expected... sigh~

and then it was my 1 week of holidays since last friday..

it all happen to be the same each time when holidays come..

lol.. enjoy sleeping a lot at home.. didn't do much homeworks...

but at least... i manage to spent some time with my family..

and friends too..

sigh.. i like the feelings during the holidays..

nothing to worry and care about..

just..... lay down on my back... and relax...

but fact is still fact.. time flies..

today.. its sunday, and its the end of my holidays already..

2morw... classes will be starting.. as well as busy lifes too..

final exams... gosh..

it wont be too long from now... sigh..

what to do?? do what i can..

haha..

well... i just have to enjoy my life...

and live my life to the fullest~

guess that's all for now.. =)

chill~

p/s : mooncake festival is coming soon.. best regards to all of you.. ;)

when there's nothing much i could say...

its been almost a month.. yea.. a month..
this blog haven't been updated by any new post..
simply just because.. i am too busy to do that...
and... i'm just too tired..

its such a hot afternoon now...
with my throat, suffered in pain...
and i'm having cough too..
maybe... i'd been pushing myself too hard..
sleep lately, and wasting my energy excessively...
and in the end...
i'm been drowned in tiredness...

now.. whats in my life??
am i really that....... busy? exhausted?
assignments...
reports...
tutorials...
and also tests...
plus been involved in organising activities...
these... are what that 'seasons' my current life..

feels like wana vommit sometimes...
feels like been fed-up by all these in my life..
feels like.... i'm been surrounded by a dull and grayish world..
feels like been paused and stucked in the middle of the way..
feel empty.....

gosh... i dont even have my own space right now..
to do what i like and what i want...
i just hope all these will be over in just a short while..

these days...
i'm just listening to some repeating same questions....
"what are u busying? are u realy that busy??"
but.....
there's actually nothing much i could really say...
there's just too much to say
and i dont know where to start......
i would just..... nod.....

well..
just hope that the time when i can rest my mind and soul
will come....
as fast... as i hope....

`chill`