When November ends.....

1st december 2008; 3.15pm; at matriculation colege
its december...
Well well well...
i guess i gona say sory for my blog.. ><
bcz its been so long that i didn't update it..
no new post.. no new features.. hm..
and its going to rust.. rust.. and becoming dusty..
but i wouldn't let this happen!!
so, i had return today..........!!!
lol... perhaps.. for the sake of my blog... -_-.. ^^,...

not blogging for so long..
maybe due to some 'factors'..
not having the mood of blogging..
busy days... internet problem.. and so on.. ><

just same to the title... november ends..
this is the fourth week of my second semester in matric colege..
hm.. means i din came to update since 3 weeks.. haha..
and.. i gona say.. this sem is like much more tougher than the last one..
the syllabus are more difficult.
especially mathematics.. ><
there are more chapters..
all of my previous lecturers are changed to new ones..

And most important thing >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>.
all the people here are looking
more tense and pressured this semester...
hm.. i really wonder why??
why? why ? why?
this is just the begining of the new sem...
but it seems like everyone had get started to prepare
for the next END of semester examination.. ==''
as i see, they just study and study and study...
even harder than during the exam times, i guess..
oh gosh... and they are just racing with the lecturers
who are already very fast.. ==''
huh.. there are even some of them leading by the way..
currently, some of them are 2 chapters more advanced..
finished all the tutorials and past years questions..
isnt this an incredible speed????!!!
good phenomena or bad??
lol.. no comment on it..

Untill here.. i really dunno what should i say.. hehe..
bcz i am not that kind of person.. ^^
well, i think i just have to b myself.. thats enough..
and i hate "over-competing".. lol.. u know what i mean..
i cant find another word o replace it haha..
all i feel is, studying is not a competition
and it does not deals with who is faster, who is slower..
sutdying deals with the will u want to study..
it deals with only yourself, no one else..
so so and so...
these things, i mean this phenomena, doesnt really
'gives pressure' on me..
lol.. i am just the audience of the 'race'.. ^^
and no offence on it too..

These days are just rainy days..
as u noe.. its the end of the year.. monsoon seasons..
clothes are difficult to dry..
there are also lots of homeworks...><
weather just make me moody..
and i am a bit of not feeling well now..
having running nose and cough..
but just let it be lor.......................... ^^
4 and a half month to go... yea yea yea..

well, i think these are what i wana say now..
and i promise to come to update my blog
as frequently as possible.. ^^